Its not that Im afraid to die. I just dont want to be there when it happens.
An elderly woman with incurable end-stage heart disease is rushed to hospital and quickly goes into cardiac arrest. Despite her poor condition and minimal chance of survival, her panicked husband requests that the health team do everything they can to save her. Medical staff work tirelessly to resuscitate her, breaking several of her frail ribs in the process before the doctor finally ends the ordeal. He pronounces the woman dead and the obviously distressed attending nurse quietly whispers, thank you.
Its an undignified death, one that goes against the wishes of most people and yet, its a scenario that plays out each and every day in Canadian hospitals. The reason? Most of us cant or wont talk about death and dying. Our unwillingness to do so is having serious side effects not just for us, but for those who survive us.
Despite impressive medical advances, humans have yet to unlock the ultimate holy grail of science: how to avoid death. Each year, more than 248,000 Canadians die, and by 2020, that number will increase to over 330,000. And while many of us have completed wills and planned our funerals, most of us havent talked about the dying part of death how we want to be cared for when the end is near, and who will speak for us if we cant speak for ourselves.
Wed all like to think that well be coherent and lucid right until the end. But what if youre not? What if you cant talk and are told you will soon be unable to swallow? To breathe? Who would speak for you?
Advance care planning is a process that involves letting others know about your future health and personal care preferences in the event that you become incapable of consenting to or refusing treatment or other care. It can be changed at any time, and would only be used if you could were not capable of speaking or making decisions for yourself. Your plan should include the name of a Substitute Decision Maker someone who will speak on your behalf if you cannot speak for yourself.
The most important part of your plan? Talking to the people who matter in your life now. Dont leave others with the incredible burden of having to deal with their own grief and pain while trying to guess what youd want.
Imagine a different future for our elderly woman with heart disease – she still dies, but this time, its as she hoped: at home, in the arms of her husband and perhaps tended by a palliative care professional who ensures she is without pain at the end. A death that still brings grief and sorrow, but with dignity and respect for a life well lived.
Its a future within our grasp. Now, its up to us to begin the conversation.